sweeten with sugar <3

hello :)

2011-05-25T01:07:00.003+08:00

Just a blog-rush all of a sudden, still deciding on whether to start blogging again.

and

tadaa <3

HAHA

2010-09-05T02:04:00.003+08:00

Yes i'm gona officially abadon my blog :(

BUT GONA RECREATE A NEW 1! :D (AGAIN!)

yes life seems almost the same to me up till today.

i wont rush myself to do anything and just go with the flow.

i'm okay with part of my life right now, saying i'm not into college yet. but so what? i could start nex year :) there's no hurry.

now i just have to think of a new name for my new site :D

toodles!

15/07/2010

2010-07-16T16:06:00.002+08:00

From this day ownwards, i am a proud user of an Iphone 3GS :D
Never thought that i would get this phone, seriously. it was such an impulse buy. but i still love it :) just was a tad bit confused to either get the black 1 or white. but i got de black 1 by just tembaking -.-

Eventhough its a headache for me to figure out whats goin on in the phone, the apps r killing me D;

Now all i need is an awesome iphone pouch and need to work my ass off to get back what i spent on this T___T

A Change

2010-07-11T01:17:00.006+08:00

Purpleee :D or maroon idk. to me and the guy who did my hair, its purple.
hahahah i love it :)

gotta camwhore kao2 before the colour wears off.

Oh, crap.

2010-07-06T23:32:00.003+08:00

Urm, hi? :D

YES I KNOW. IMMA LAZY PIG. YADA YADA YADA

n for those of u all r wondering,

1. no i havent started college yet. (don't ask me when and what, im gona hit u if u do)

2. yes im still working. same location.

3. no i havent got my car license yet.

yes i'm lifeless i know -___-

i would like to take things slowly and smooth alright.

except my dad is deciding my future for me, which is a pain in the ass.

will update if i got stuff to update bout :)

Midnight Fantasy

2010-05-19T02:24:00.004+08:00

What am i still doin? the usual la. work.
Just took the photos few hours ago after coming back from work. been awhile since i camwhored properly, feel damn malas sial D;

Alot of people had been asking me, why havent start college?!
well, one of the reasons is, cause i dun wanna feel stressed out crazy like u with assigments. LOL
and i havent decided what to take yet.
actually i do, but parents aint liking the idea. i always fancy Fashion Marketing ever since the beggining of the year, but i just thought that im gona enjoy my holiday 1st and maybe go for the july intake.
den parents start to give out of the world suggestions like taking STPM or A levels. i'm like HELL NO!! i rather go take Foundations in Arts which i still not really liking the idea cause of the subjects which i will be forced to study, again D;

So yeah, i'm still deciding, taking my time. i don't wanna rush anything and regret everything later :)
This stress is kinda killing me a little bit, like i just wanna hurry up and get my ass into college and get my future planned properly but i still wanna enjoy doin all this 1st.

This post may sound alittle depressed, but i'm fine :) i think.

CorbyPro, Ipod Touch, or Polaroid Camera!?
Choose and buy any from the one above for me and i will love you ;)

Holiday? PRONTO!

2010-05-12T00:34:00.007+08:00

Had a super tiring week. like really. every single day is like so damn busy!

Went to the Tokio Hotel concert on 1st of may at 1U with the sis.

thanks to Sonia for the last minute tickets :D but it was free so they didnt bother checking wtf. everyone just rushed in -__-

and so since it's a free concert, der was effing byk giler rempits D; so fucking annoying omg they keep pushing and acting crazy like they ate or smoke smth be4 the concert wen Popshuvit and Bunkface was performing. but wen Tokio Hotel came live, they were super quiet! hahah. retards.

Tokio Hotel was awesome! :) but they only performed for like half an hour -__- few songs.
we waited 3 hours for them to perform 30 minutes, wtf man. and it was raining that time T_T

preferred if they come here and just pull out a full fledged paid concert at BJ or smth, more worth it.

so tiny!

me and wenyi being sweaty.

we actually left wen they were performing their last song for the night. it was a turn off coz we don't know what song was it. so we squeezed thru the crowd and walked out. lol

honestly we wanted to leave so many times coz we just feel it wasnt worth it :/

i think i only noe only 4/10 of the songs they performed?

i prefer their old album actually.

Then just last Sat had a photoshoot with Jon. Yam, for Extremekars again :)

they called me up so why not right?

this time is the cover! so freaking happy! :) only knew bout it the very last minute.

it was with another 2 girls too, Renee and Huiby.

2 of them are like super experienced and good ok :O

like so obvious i'm a begginer sial D; hope i don't screw it up.

I may be a stick, but doesnt mean i have a flat tummy alright D; i have to suck it in most of the time okay! lol

Had to wake up at 8am that time for the photoshoot, rushed straight to work after the photoshoot at 4pm. then i overtimed till 3am -_- so 11 hours of work, wtf. den the nex day pulak have to send wenyi to the airport at 12pm. not enuff sleep sial T_T

i actually took a photo with the both of the girls that day, but was rushing so i totally forgot to ask her to send it to me wtfff.

Before leaving for the airport,

So wenyi is now currently in the us of a. again. doin the same stuff. again.

gona get awesome shit again! :D

right right? *pokes* HAHA

All I Wanted Was You

2010-04-28T00:27:00.004+08:00

I guess it's the time to blog bout smth again.

Met Hibiki Tokai, a photographer on facebook. then after months of planning, we finally got lepak :)

So both of us just had lunch at Pasta Zanmai, which i think that they really have a very interesting range of food. really interesting. den after that we just walked around Midvalley and took photos :)

Hibiki :) A lover of anime as well!

Will be doin a beach themed shoot with him next weekend. awesomeee

Life has been shitty lately, seen, heard, feel the stuff i don't wana know.

So, it really sucks to be the unofficial one,

but it's better than nothing.. right? :/

and i still don't know where i'm heading.

Why you?

2010-04-21T01:38:00.010+08:00

Finally done with PC Fair :)
it was super tiring! my eyebags are like popping out and so freaking obvious now D; ish, not enough sleep.
It was cause the 1st day after pc fair, i went back 2 midvalley to wait for my dad to pick me up. then pulak wen i went into Starbucks to wait, dey told me they didnt have enough ppl wtf. So thinking it was part of my fault since i'm supposed to work that shift. i joined them for the shift, 3.30am only reached home -.- worked from 10.30pm-3.00am with *luckily i was wearing* black pants and some black tee, but terpaksa wear sandals la wtf -__-
slept at 4am then have to get up 4 hours later for 2nd day at pc fair. like fml D; i duno how i survived.
Thanks Celine, Yen Yian and Cyndy for the lunches/dinners :) lol. i saved alot of money from it man seriously.

So i met with a few ppl from everywhere, school and photographers etc etc.
Got some of the photos from them :)

And i was supposed 2 wear this ridiculous hat wtf. it was sooo bad i tell u! no offence, but seriously wtf when we all 1st saw it. like really no way i'm gona wear it all day.

i really believe they can get better ideas then this -_- ppl are passing by and pointing at the hat, kinda laughing and joke like "nice hat, haha" so all of us were super sick of it tt time. we wore it as less often as possible. lol

My only partner at that time, Catherine :)
They had like 6 of us all separated into pairs into separate halls.
So me and her were at Level 3, Conference hall

there's more, but i duno wtf is wrong with blogger ever since i started using laptop :/ it wont load properly and it's so freaking hard for me to arrange. i can't cut and paste anymore wtf, i have to drag it D;
there's surely more photos out there somewer on facebook, within the 400+, now 300+ friend request i had yet to approve. surely some of them are reading my blog right now, as i recieved banyak messages as well.

If you are reading this, please add my 2nd new facebook account, jolin.lee@live.com.my
i won't ever approve you're request on my current unless you know me personally ok?

Meeting with Hibiki tomorrow :) Pasta Zanmai here i come!

AND SONIA LEE, IF YOU ARE READING THIS. LEMME KNOW IF YOU GUYS WANNA MEET UP TOMORROW AT MV FOR DINNER OR WATEVER. CALL ME!

i need to go shoe shopping! :D and bag wtf. and clothes. erm, dresses too -__-

Go get ExtremeKars April issue everyone! :D
Thanks John.Yam, really. :)

Eh?

2010-04-14T00:48:00.005+08:00

Back to normal blogging business.
Lost the mood to post all of the photos already D; malas sial.

New drink sampling! :)

with Vivian and Kar Mern.

Oh and i'll be working at PC Fair this weekend! :D

they called me last minute.

Yeap, would be with panasonic again but duno which brand product yet.

Feel bad coz ffk-ed my boss, le sigh. since planned the schedule already. but have to work for the extra moolah :/

Feels like everyone started college already except me wtfff.

all planned except for me T__T i still duno wtf 2 do. shit.

i dun even mind taking a year of to lepak. yeap, i'm still not sure

will blog more often kayy

gotta link a few ppl up 1st

should i continue selling clothes? D;

my blog shop has been mia for damn long adi -_-

Karma bitch, karma *edit

2010-04-10T20:29:00.013+08:00

i'll just keep it short and simple.
i'm not an attention whore like you, i don't spam ppl's blog anonymously just to have other ppl call u a bitch back and be famous.
if you're the type of person who thinks ppl only can be awesome by wearing branded things, seriously i know i'm a better person then u. only bimbos and idiots like u think like dis.
so what if i don't wear branded goods? don't come near me la, go hang out with your other rich frens.

i already noe what life and what kind of person i am, i don't need another whore like you to judge everything i do. don't say it like you know it all. i'm happy with the achievements i have honestly, tt's y i blog bout them. really, if you like to judge wat ppl do so much and criticize them for just having hobbies, you are really 1 fucked up awful person.

if you still got shit to settle with me, just msg me straight. i'll be glad to settle dis.
if not your not gona show urself who u really are, just go die. i don't care.

so what if i suck? at least i have better n bigger pride den you :) i really do think you're a bigger bitch then me by what you're saying.
nah it's okay, you didnt hurt my pride 1 bit. i'm still gona do wat i wanna do and how are you gona stop me? hahah. it's my hobby, what is your problem with ppl having hobbies?

Only God knows who you are, den let it be. let Him decide and judge :)
but please look at urself 1st only look at others, Gillian. tt's wat a normal human would do.

i'm not the main topic now, you are :) here you go, you got ur fame. now scram n get lost.

I Know I'm Late

2010-03-31T01:16:00.002+08:00

YES! HI! :D

okay, i know. super slow updates. like really tremendously slow wtf

but i will be blogging soon!

somewhere around this week. and it'll be a superrrrrrrrrr long one :)

cause there's bout work, photoshoots and more photos, rekha's birthday photos

oh crap even i havent upload my birthday photos -___-

oh and 1 more thing,

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and

I'M GONA BE IN A MAGAZINE!! :DDD

okay i'm done :)

A huge mega thanks to TC Gan, Ah Leong, Ah Ming, and recently John.Yam

will be posting my photoshoots with them super soon hopefully

as i have really thousands of stuff to do, like settling my facebook messages/friend request/photo albums, my laptop settings/photos/songs/programs, finding pc fair job -___- and blog.

alright,see you guys soon!

Candles!

2010-03-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'M FINALLY A LEGAL 18 YEAR OLD! :D

thanks everyone who wished :)

i didn't celebrate much, just a small dinner and cut cake and last minute outing at night to eason's house. i didn't have anything big this year

will update with full info and photos soon!

Forbidden

2010-02-28T01:40:00.005+08:00

Since i'm so freaking mega bored right now and i'm only starting work at 6pm tomorrow, i'm here blogging :D

Got some crappy stuff happened in the past few days,
like me and sonia was supposed 2 go to a photoshoot at Putrajaya,
but was canceled cause i got into a minor car accident D;
no it's nth serious, the cab just suddenly turned into our lane without signal and he's supposed 2 let us go 1st. so he didnt bother to stop so banged the side alittle.
but was having some conflicts and was late so the guy postponed the photoshoot session instead :(
And seriously nth much up in my life lately except work :/
and some thing that wasn't meant to happen and can't happen and NO WAY IT WILL HAPPEN but i still, wtf. okay le, sigh

anyway, SERIOUSLY WHEN IS SPM RESULTS COMING OUT?!
what i hear is 13th march which was released on stars online and some friends said 16th so i duno. but i'm so freaking scared T__T

Camwhored before work :)

oh and wenyi got it done.
view the image to see clearly :D haha

my legal 18th day would be coming in another week. it feels so soon D;
i got no plans yet :( still thinking
abit tired of clubbing actually, even though i only went once.
ahhhhh i don't knowwwwwwwwww
*Updated my wish list ;D

Thank You :)

2010-02-21T01:49:00.006+08:00

I finally have the whole collection of photos from TC Gan :D

wanted to post on facebook but fucking uploader is fucking stupid.

now, 1 more person to bug left :)

i want my photos T___T

It's not gona end well

2010-02-20T16:35:00.008+08:00

Been pretty much lazy to update.

Met Amy and Alex while they came back from ns during the holidays :)

I've been doin nothing much lately except work, boss gave me like two days off but i just duno wat wtf. seriously i no life already D;

Oh and happy cny everyone :) hope you guys are happily house hopping and collecting byk ka chings along the way. i didnt get much dis year :( seriously getting lesser every year

my dulan face. lol

Michelle bought the rose for her. haha

Amy's stoned face

That day meeting with Alex and Amy was stupid -___-

after having dinner with Amy at Sushi Zanmai, i went off first to meet with alex.

so Gab came and pick me up and we went to heritage as planned.

but as soon as i reached there, dey suddenly say "Eh we goin albakat now"

like fml, i just reached there den change location.

den fine, we went albakat. sit for 5 minutes. den half of the people decided to go zone x zzz

dey juz paid and went off leaving me alex and a few people der.

den 5 minutes later, we got bored too. den decided to join them at zone x

reached there, called and dey said there werent any space in zone x wtf, so goin to eason's hse

like seriously fml, we were driving around the whole night -__-

stayed at eason's hse watching them gamble until 2am den reached home at 3am

Yesterday Rekha and Michelle came over my hse the last minute,

so we had our girl toking issues.

we played barbie and congkak wtf D; was too freaking bored. and rekha just enjoying painting her nails. lol

i duno what on earth is rekha laughing about

i duno wtf is wrong with blogger. it takes so long to upload the photos and when it say it's done. there's nth -___- fml

and my boss and assistant manager at starbucks :) haha

Thanks to...

2010-02-09T01:55:00.007+08:00

Yes i have so much to update on until there's two post D;

Lalya The Walk-In-Closet for the experience, photos and the rm100 voucher :) that i used to get 1 dress only. lol

yes i know my eyes are so small D; le sigh.

anyway, do visit them and look at their wide range of clothes alright! :)
Click here click here!

Finally there's a good day i'm happy about

2010-02-09T01:02:00.005+08:00

Kris Allen came to Midvalley today :)

when i was working. lmao. he was only 100m away from starbucks wtf.
Before leaving for my usual break time,
i got to take photo with someone famoussss :D
guess who guess who!
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no it's not kris allen btw. lol
honestly i'm not even a mega big fan of him :/
~~prefer adam~~

JAYJAY AND IAN!!!!!! :DDDDD

ian came into the shop 1st and ordered. den wenyi was taking he's order was like "OMG IT'S IAN IT'S IAN"
den i looked and WTF! I GO MAKE HE'S DRINK
lol. but instead, my other fren already started on he's drink :/
so i could just stand and the counter and look at ian while he's waiting for he's drink.
den i just couldnt tahan and afraid i might regret later. so i just went "you're ian right?"
and he was SPEECHLESS for a sec and just smiled. hahah
den suddenly came Jayjay coming thru the doors.
i was thinking "CONFIRM IS DEM ADI"
ian den joked "no i'm jayjay and he's ian"
and dey just both laughed like you hear them on radio. hahah
so i juz freaking asked them immediately whether i could take a photo with them a not
dey just went "OH SURE SURE! WE LOVE STARBUCKS"
:D hahah. was super mega happy and starstruck at that time
yeah but stupid wenyi didnt come and join me instead she just take the photo for us, swt. she could have ask someone to take for us :P
the funny thing was i was whining bout how i'm wearing the cap and apron like that D; den ian was like "nono the cap is fine :) *pats on head*" swoons!

so during break, so ngam Kris Allen passed by starbucks with a whole bunch of screaming fans and is surrounded by a mountain of guards D; so i went centre court and took photos of him. it was so freaking far! i couldnt get a close shot clearly :(
and photos are in wenyi's fon. so no photos :P he looks the same as on tv okay
and i meet randy so randomly while he's rushing to line up for Kris to sign he's cd -.- lol and we just camwhored awhile on the spot

Photos from Randy,

the guards were so mean though :/ i know you have to protect him from any harm and all. but you don't have to ruin every fan's dream of meeting him properly right?
dey dun let dem hug him, a simple handshake is hard enough for them
the guards would just snatch, YES SNATCH the cd from their hands, put it on the table for him to sign. (yes they can't even c him sign the cd in front of them D;)
only they allow 1 by 1 to stand in front of him, smile, a super short handshake, take cd and go. actually the guards will just pull them off -.-
and there was 1 girl was crying wtf, coz she was super happy to meet him
she wanted to hug him, he almost wanted to hug her back.. but the mean guard just pull her bag and ask her to move :/ so sad.

so i got to meet and talk with 3 famous djs in just 1 month :) hahah.
my friends said they were quite a few malaysian stars came into starbucks too. but i got no idea who are they :X never saw them too actually
oh well :)

Here's some glue to stick it back together

2010-02-05T01:15:00.006+08:00

So i had my starbucks training yesterday and today at times square 10th floor

it was 10am-7pm and 10am-2pm. and 1 class is like 4 hours fml
so new starbucks ppl from branches all over kl came :)
i am soo not the seminar type person D; i almost fell asleep wtf.

yeah we have to write our names on the paper and set it up :)
with fav drink and which outlet you're from.
only me and another girl from midvalley went

I'm having sooo many impulse purchases lately :/
i'm not buying the sake that its "OMG IT'S SOOO PRETTY I MUST HAVE IT"
i only kept thinking "eh not bad. just buy la, i need new stuff" -_-

I wanted to add some pretty effects on the photos, but i don't have any editing programs on my comp right now (format comp remember?) and toycamera is taking so long to download D;

shoes from Times Square and hairband from pasar malam, lol.
my room light is ugly T__T that explains the orange-ness that i yet have to keep reminding my dad to change it.

now that i look at the shoes, it looks kinda bimbotic. the pink blingy ribbon.
but i actually mainly bought it cause it's black, platform, and closed toe D; so watever. and only later to found out when i walked into the next shoe shop, their selling rm10 cheaper wtf
i never bought/worn this high before O.o oh gawd.
the hairband, i duno. i was actually looking for this kind for quite sometime, but not this design. maybe alittle lace or something. but my mum keep insisting that this is nice, so i just bought it -.- it was cheap :/

wenyi's room.
yes we have the same cupboard and drawers if you noticed -.-

i still wanna get more clothes and shoes :)
cny clothes you know!?! but i still keep on buying black T__T

another thing,
does any girls wanna work on the 1st and 2nd weekend of march?
for Rimmel London make up product :) its a promoter/ambassador job. the interview is on nex tuesday and i think it's alittle too far for me :/
so if i have someone to replace me, hopefully dey won't hate me that much.
and you must know how to put make up :) obviously. they keep stressing on that.
anyone wants? let me noe asap!

In a okay state

2010-01-31T23:36:00.003+08:00

I'm only uploading the photo for the sake of something to look at D;

I'm pretty much fine right now :) thanks for those who was concern and also the ones at the tagboard
i'm kinda already past that. I'm just totally cursing him and imagining him in a really torturing death :) yes i'm evil but don't blame me

the good news is...
that Layla the walk-in closet has asked me to model their clothes this weekend! :))
and triple pay at work tomorrow ;D yes!

too bad i missed clubbing with sonia, rekha n michelle :/ had to work the next morning. but heard from michelle that they had fun :)

finally a photo from shin chan!

i know right, teaser kao kao. lol
that's all he sent me wtf. he said the rest later -___-

i need more event jobs!

Fuck.

2010-01-29T23:43:00.004+08:00

I actually didnt really wana tok bout thiss.. but it's my blog, i should keep it as a memory right wtf.
what happened is that i was molested by an old man
and yes i can still remember he's face clearly.
and no he didnt touch my ass or anything wtf -.- i bet that's the 1st thing that came into your mind when you read the word 'molested'

so this is what happened just now.
i was walking up the stairs from the ktm at midvalley.
then suddenly there was this old guy that was walking down instead, suddenly he shouted or smth asking me whether i'm a model a not

me ; icky old man
nooooooo i'm not
oh really? then where are you goin? photoshoot?
erm no. goin midvalley
i'm actually helping a fren finding girls to work. you work at hair show before?
no ar
i c your contact lens very nice aso
the 1st thing i notice about is ur eyes
oh really?

then he kept on complimenting bout my skin and eyes etc etc
den asked for my name and number which i gave
coz i thought he'll juz take the info and go.
pulak he went ahead n ask whether he can take a few pics of me a not so that he can show he's fren for work
den i was like okay but hurry up coz i was in a hurry
so he took a few
kept touching my hair here n der,
asking bout my body measurements and touched my waist
like i do not noe wers my waist
i was actually freaked out that time when he keep on touching my shoulder and hair wen taking photo. i really juz wanted to thank him n go
den he asked me to put down my bra strap so it's more sexier
i'm like okayyyyyy with that uncomfortable face
and he went and juz rela hati go pull down my bra strap like again i duno how to adjust

den after that i juz okokok on watever he say
trying to go but he juz keep dragging it
den at 1st he said thanks, he shook my hand and suddenly went n kissed it n said "you're a very sweet girl :)"
im juz in a state of shock right there and i still couldnt get the feeling off until now, i'm so disgusted.
n den he did that twice wtf
den wen say bye, he juz came n hug me alittle too much n close
n start kissing my cheek..
I WAS SO FREAKING TERRIED
like omg someone help me T___T
he juz kept on doin that UNTIL HE EVEN WANNA KISS ME ON THE LIPS
and i freaking went ahead n said NO
den he juz laughed n said okok
i did try n push away alot of times okay, it's so obvious i wasnt comfortable in this, but he just doenst wanna let go
he even ask me to be he's godsis! WTF old man omg
den he's like "hahah too old? den wat bout god daughter??"
den i like "HAHA C HOW" and tried to push off
i didnt even say a proper bye, i juz say ok not even looking at him and walked off fast

yes maybe you'll be saying i'm stupid for trusting he's word so fast
i get impressed fast alright :/ and i was really looking for event jobs!
lesson learnt, will noe how to think and react fast nex time
if i have more guts i would juz say he's too much or no thanks or just walk off
but i can't do anything right now except hope that he'll kena by justice one fine day or maybe juz fall down the stairs or have he's lips sewn shut :) or at least all he's teeth will drop off! HAHA
maybe he's really looking for people to work, but instead he's a horny old man.

i really couldnt get the feeling and image off right now :( it's disgusting the shit out of me and i fucking hate it. I'M FREAKED OUT
i'm juz totally terrified of taking ktm alone now

hope tomorrow i won't think of it much :(
T______T
oh gawdd

and others out there, please be careful too

Coffee for you?

2010-01-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

So basically, almost everyday i'm waking up at 6am, get dressed for work, reach work at 7am, work till 1pm or later, go home, nap, dinner, watch tv/online, sleep and the same thing the next day
I guess it's better then just staying at home whole day :/ but it tends to get boring sometimes. i don't have a choice right
i'm still not sure which college/course i'm goin for, or when i'm starting.

my comp is fucked up, got infected by that stupid msn virus from wenyi then i format the whole thing again
no msn or anything yet. lazy to download

Oh and during work todayyyyy,
i made Caramel Frappuccino for Adam C.!! :D
he was ordering at the cashier then i heard he's voice like damn familiar. then i just look and he was wearing sunglasses so i couldn't really recognize. so i called for wenyi to ask her whether izit him
den we were like "OMG OMG IT'S HIM WTF" lol
i seriously couldnt stop giggling like some mad fan girl when making he's drink -.-
no i didnt take a pic with him T___T everyone was busy so i never had the idea cross my mind :(

Will try and upload photos soon,
even my phone has the freaking virus, so i don't even dare to connect it to the comp now D;

Someone's birthday is coming soon :D haha

Virgin Hair

2010-01-06T22:45:00.007+08:00

I am now here blogging at home with good old P1 Wimax free trial :D

HA-HA we were so desperate for internet so dad registered for p1 wimax first because freaking streamyx takes 2 weeks just to relocate the damn internet from my house wtf.
2 WEEKS YOU KNOW!?! Just for them to click a few button to give me the internet

So i was supposed 2 take an injection cause i'll be working in a food industry :/
i was shit scared cause i totally forgot how the pain feel like D; it's been awhile since then okay
but sis and dad went there pulak they didnt have it wtf. like "no more" or smth

I finally can post photos :D cause i just realise that the cable was in the camera bag all along, lol

Pics from Alex Foo's house,
it was supposed 2 be our primary school reunion but only 4 of us could make it wtf. oh well :/

Alex and Brandon,

Min Chun,

AND OMG! alex has the cutest pets ever i tell you. he's house has like so many freaking dogs and i think a cat?
this is like the most adorable thing okay!

he just got this Golden Retriever puppy :)
so freaking cute okay omggg. i cannot stop saying that

then we just went mamak and played ps3,

COD wtf. 1st time playing, i seriously suck at it :(

Thenn, yesterday went to times square with Sonia, Rekha, Michelle and Leon :)
i just got clothes for work only :/ black shirt and pants
later at night went to seri petaling pasar malam :)
and did dis to my phone

it's so shiny and prettyyyy :D
i love it ;D hahah
all thanks to,

and this is my new room :D

yes i know, messy D;
but my wardrobe will be coming tomorrow! lol. so it'll be better :D
i havent go around and take photos yet, so wait and see

today went midvalley to do my hair
at 1st i was just planning to cut my hair, but i was sooo sick and tired of the same hairstyle wtf
den i kept disturbing my mum to dye my hair too until she agrees! :)
the hair stylist suggest the colour. i was just planning to do dark chocolate brown.
but oh well :) as long as it looks nice any colour is fine with me

the photos that everyone wans to see on facebook! ;D

yeala it aint such a big hair difference okay, haha. no i didnt go blonde either. i wish though :(
but the colour is much lighter in real life than pics
i really really really love it :) it's awesome for me, hahah

so yeah currently the year 2010 is quite okay for me :)
i just gotta stop thinking so much and making a big deal out of it that's all :X

IMY, really

2010-01-05T09:52:00.005+08:00

I got in Starbucks!! :D

okay me myself got no idea why i choose to work in Starbucks, i almost wanted to go topshop. but i changed my mind last minute i aso duno why wtf

there wasnt much events goin on right now, that's why i can't get any jobs. *height issues* mumbles. rawr.

now at least i feel nicer that i have a solid income every month :)

but if my agent calls me for a last minute job i would go honestly :/ i'll just take leave and go to the event. okay PC FAIR is in march, FML

And nope, there's no internet at home yet D; (or hot water wtf. MY DOOR DOESNT EVEN HAVE A FREAKING DOORKNOB -__-) at least there's astro now. and my ikea drawer came yesterday! BUT we took the wrong colour for the wardrobe wtf, so have to ask them to resend again on thursday :(

and i freaking love my new place right now, there's a freaking cybercafe downstairs (L4D 2!), swimming pool, a decent playground (fuck my old 1), and a freaking cafe -.- and i don't mean outside the guard house okay, it's inside the condo compound :D

will try and post pics soon! if i can find that damn cable

am now in starbucks, just had my 2nd interview. will be staying here till lunch time den off to times square with sonia and rekha :)

oh and just a note, i put my name Jolin Lwq on facebook because my freelance frens/workers calls me Jolin. *cause everyone has a nice english name and cannot be i give my chinese name and they would be like "huh? wen wat? wen key?"

so yeah, and event frens call me Jolin while school frens who know me personally calls me Wenqi :)

but recently i just found a nice english name, wtf can i change nameee T.T

I wonder what the people in ns are doing right now :/

AMY where are youuuuuuu

Hopefully 3 Months Would Pass Very Fast

2010-01-02T00:37:00.005+08:00

Some friends are goin off to ns

omfg amy and alex i'm gona frigging miss you guys like crap for 3 months! :(
i've never hav anyone so close go so far before, so sad
boon chun just smsed saying goodbye and wtf he'll miss pork? LOL
yes finally i have photos on my blog

currently webcaming with the two of them :)

i know you guys can read the convos, but i'm not even bothered censoring it properly cause remember i'm always at a freaking cc coz my hse doesnt have internet or anything else yet

so guys, please seriously take care of ursell
amy specially :/ girls are always bullied wtf. hopefully my primary school friend that is goin to the same place as you will take care of you. haha
you noe if you wanna get out, try the method kelvin said yesterday at mamak ;D haha
alex, please do not get into any trouble with the guys :/ if not there will be big fights and people could get hurt
always remember to update your status on facebook all the time!
try and take photos or smth too :D

hopefully will meet you guys during cny holidays :) which will be here very soon
please take care and i will really miss you guys soooo much!
try always texting me your condition and know you're still alive :X lol
lots of <3!

Fireworks

2010-01-01T04:41:00.003+08:00

Currently am overnighting at amy's hse :) must seriously lepak with her be4 she goes to ns :(
oh the hot water, internet and aircon! :D
wat i did during countdown was juz lepaking with amy at her house 1st, den only went zone x with kengyen and her frens
and supposed to have a primary school reunion tomorrow, but i have no idea what is confirmed right now wtf.

anyway, happy new year everyone! :)
hope everyone's just keep on getting better

Home Sweet Home?

2009-12-31T01:30:00.003+08:00

Okay, basically i already shifted into my new hse in Taman Jati, which is near Tan Yew Lai. which alot of people never heard before but its just beside OUG wtf. it's juz like another 10 minute ride from my old house to here wtf. hahah

so now, new house = no air con, no hot water to shower (T.T), no internet, no astro
and i don't have a cupboard yet too. in my room i only have my bed and lots of boxes D;
wanted to do a open hse/new year countdown here, but my hse is really not ready to be seen by other people, lol
but lucikly there's a cybercafe at the ground floor of the condo ;D there's even l4d 2 here! MUAHAHAHA. but dey charge pretty expensive
until i get an internet access at home, i'll blog with pictures :) *i cant find my fon cable wtf. it's still in the many boxes that i duno which 1*

oh and my countdown plans got cancel the last minute. not gona club anymore. ish
yes i am very pissed coz it's really not fair, dont you think?

on another note, OMFG WENYI ACCIDENTALLY LOCK HERSELF IN HER ROOM BY TRYING OUT THE NEW DOOR KNOB!! HAHAHAHAHAAHA
i have to wait for like half an hour for my dad to get her out. LOL
the stupidity is so freaking funny XD

if you want me to hate you so much, please don't use this kind of method

Ladybugs

2009-12-27T22:23:00.015+08:00

Since i'm in a good mood right now :) i'll post the genting photos ;D

So we went up by bus, having sonia reached earlier than us eventhough we left earlier wtf
andddd, the others.. read at Sonia's blog. haha

When waiting for the bus,

Michelle kept taking photos of the guy beside me -.-
but he was super sweet to he's brother though :) aw brotherly love. lol

i think amy took this without me noticing?
pretty eh :)

On the bus,

Reached 1st world hotel and Starbucks,
we had to wait for our turn to check in the hotel, which is like over 200 ppl omfg. waited for like 2 hours

Everyone's dulan and sien face while waiting D;

After theme park, stayed in the room awhile before heading out again for dinner

Me trying to hear what's sonia doing in the next room (our rooms have connected doors)
roflmao!

nah didnt hear anything, hahah ;D

The best photo :)

and then it went outside and take pics,
OMFG it was so cold okay D; my teeth could already chatter

Yes, again with the carrying me thing -.- it's a tradition for her

After all that, we went to the arcade and played some games :)
in the end we got a few tickets but we gave it all away to some mother and her son while they were counting the tickets. we're so generous :) haha
oh! and i even helped a little girl get off the Spinner ride when no one helped her and her mum kept thanking me ;D and then i helped a old china couple with their key room cause they couldnt get in. HAHA! i was so kind that day ;D lol

and then we head back to our rooms.. for this D;

okay i couldnt even tahan the smell and i have to drink it somemore D;
it was a drinking game, i lost a few times so i have to drink. but amy lost more so she drank the most ;D
yeah we both got alittle tipsy and pukey, ew.
dis is phobia man, i hate beer
if you gimme something with alittle flavour and alcohol is fine alright, not this

Day 2 ;

Was saving michelle from jumping out of the window
LMAO

So we took the cable car down and planning to take the bus home from then on
but all of the bus tickets were sold out when we arrived wtf
so we just bought the last ticket which is to some lrt station? -.-
and when we bought the ticket, then only we realise that the bus only will come at 8.15PM
and we were there at like 4.30PM
den we'll like doomed, we only noticed the time after we bought it wtf
wasted our money and rekha had to rush home to pack for india
and taxi to go back down was like RM80 wtf. we all were broke that time zzz
so rekha voleentered to pay for the taxi cause she really need to rush home
so we went down, sentul station :) from the 1st to the last station sri petaling

Rekha is super duper afraid of heights,
and we wanted to go on the cable car so badly so she agreed. lol

the end :)
hahah. longest post i've ever written in quite some time

on another subject,
i might be working at Topshop or Starbucks (yes, by just seeing wenyi making those coffees in a lunch rush, i got interested too. haha)
wanted to work in Secret Recipe, but... they look mean. lol so i didnt dare to go in and ask
80% Starbucks 20% Topshop
Topshop has higher pay and more interesting stuff to see,
but i wanna do something more excited and busy like serving mad loads of coffee ;D haha

i'm done for now. till then! :)
p.s : i'll be shifting houses on Tuesdayyyy (29th)

Coffee All The Way

2009-12-27T07:39:00.005+08:00

Currently am in starbucks, mv

was here since 7am.

i couldnt stay at home any longer cause i am soo mega bored till i could die man seriously

i guess i was pretty lazy to update D;

i'm blogging right now is also cause i'm bored here too wtf but currently drinking hot chocolate caramel :) i could get free cups if i sit here whole day juz by sis mentioning that i'm her little sis lol

then everybody will give that major shocked face, "omg younger sis?? dun look like eh?? she looks older worrr."

haha yeap :)

previously when i was here with michelle, i got 3 free cups lmao, okay i'm bragging and blabbing away

Diamond Crusted Oxfords omfg! so prettyyy

might be looking for part time jobs later,

there arent so much event jobs for me as they are already taken D;

time to make new year resolutions!

you don't know how to just see what's in front of you for once and actually think bout it even for a sec.

Snap Away

2009-12-21T02:20:00.008+08:00

Okay, still no photos of Genting D;

So today, went to the Gardens Hotel for a photoshoot with Shin Chan and TC Gan
two photographers that could possibly give a jump start to my career :)
i know i said this alot of times, but i am soooo thankful that they found out bout me, haha. cause of my Panasonic Evolta job

i brought a few of my clothes, and they were saying like "why so black? y all black and white only??" and my make up was too plain -.- so yeah, lesson learnt. will get more colourful clothes and better make up next time. haha

Shin Chan and TC Gan :)

After photoshoot can just sleep -.- tsk tsk. (hope he doesn't read my blog, lol!)

Some of my own phone camera.
the beanie they brought, so cute! :)

and some photos from TC Gan.
he didnt have much time editing mine, cause there's still a whole line of girls waiting for their photos to be edited. he let me cut Q :D hahah

will upload more when they send it to me, it could take awhile :(

after that, meet wenyi at her workplace and then walk around the edu fair awhile.
saw a few people from school :) haha

will be watching Avatar tomorrow :)
i wasn't interested in the movie at all D; but every1 kept saying bout how awesome it was. so sis will be dragging me tomorrow to watch with her

Thank you ShinChan and TC Gan for the photos <3!

Flash Flash

2009-12-19T23:17:00.005+08:00

Nope, i still dun have any photos of genting yet :(

go c Amy's blog for some of them.

Jeffrey my panasonic agent called me at the very last minute, to work at Cineleisure today.
like 3pm he called asking me whether wanna work at 5pm -.-
so i agreed since i have no money n need a job desperately..
this time is Lumix camera ;D
i just need to stand there and give flyers and pose, just for 4 hours :)
the pay is soo worth it, hahah

dey printed out 1 photo of me,
i look weird =/

Photoshoot at The Gardens tomorrow! :)

Spin Round and Round

2009-12-18T13:29:00.002+08:00

I made it back alive from the 2 days 1 night trip from Genting with the people :)
Omfg it was so crazy yet the most awful experience of my life, but i still manage to enjoy it every moment ;D
Will blog with photos next time! hopefully manage to get some from Amy and Sonia

Till then!

I heart Zombies!

2009-12-15T01:15:00.007+08:00

Was pretty lazy to update,

been goin out alot, times square, edu fair, midvalley, and L4D ;D
i'm not gona blog much, just see the photos :P

Times Square with mum and sis on Friday,

Before goin out to edu fair on sunday :)
no i didnt wear the hairband out okay, lol

Lace dress, Online ; Butterfly necklace, Diva ; Lace flower hairband ; F21

Andreia Chaves, Invisible Shoe
Nice.

i can't stop l4d-ing D;
will be goin to genting on wednesday!

there are just so many kinds of people in the world

FYM

2009-12-10T00:14:00.005+08:00

Gosh i'm so sleepy but it's only 12.16am

went MV with half of the 5B and 5C people :)
watched New Moon again and everyone complained, lol
i still think it's fine, i don't mind watching it again. i cant get enough of the view of Taylor's abs and Rob. i sound crazy wtf
anywayy, was supposed 2 upload photos on facebook but it suddenly failed and i have to start all over again zzz. i'll do it tomolo :)

but here's two photos of me camwhoring :D lol

~~will upload the rest tomolo! hopefully~~
yes finally! :)

again Michelle with the carrying me thing

i bowl with style right? :) with a skirt!

HAHA. it's fake scores. i didnt win :(

wanna see others? go to my facebook :)

O.M.F.G

2009-12-08T06:32:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 4.45am just to study, but no i didnt D;
i was horribly sick yesterday, like 1 day be4 chemistry when i havent even started
like was seriously sick, fever etc. i dunno whether it's a good thing to kena before or after spm
chemistry paper is in another 2 hours and i'm not even done with form 5, so i'm doomed :)
and i'm saying it casually coz i really dun giv a shit anymore, just get over it gawd
LAST DAY LAST DAY
sorry i am just so lazy to reply at the tagboard :(

gotta get ready for skool,
~~will edit later.~~

I'M DONE BITCHES!!! WOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~FIREWORKS TONITE!~~
*jumps out the window*

pfft no fireworks, din even go out on the last day of spm. wat a mood kill seriously zzz

Gahh i'm bored

2009-12-05T12:50:00.006+08:00

Yes just 1 more last paper then it'll be ova :)

i havent even started studying chemistry yet, i got lazy and sick of it afta my bio paper last week

i am so freaking bored right now, cant wait for the plans after this though :)

Will be goin for trips and try to find event jobs

speaking of jobs, shit pc fair pc fairrr.. wanted to work so badlyyyyy :( but couldnt coz of stupid chem

I am gonna shift house soon, most likely in the middle of dec

not sure wer i'll be shifting yet =/ but hopefully will be still around this area,

dad keep looking at houses in Sri Hartamas and Subang omfg. no way i'm gona shift that far without my own tranport. but dun think so

just went to view a hse be4 dis, just around this area. later will be goin out again to look

it's been such awhile since i camwhored,

i know i look weird but wat the heck, who cares. i luv it and loving my lens

i need a new haircut, platinum blonde? :)

anyone want reference books? i'm only selling them at RM1-RM10 :) Success books around rm5 (original price rm30)

feel that it would be such a waste to just throw it like this :(

when will that time come?

Look At You

2009-11-27T13:05:00.004+08:00

I watched New Moon last night! :D

last minute planning so just watched with sis only
obviously i'll be watching it again with the other ppl :P
it was better than Twilight, obviously, since they r so mega rich right now i'm very sure they could afford good graphics already right :)
Jacob's abs was very traumatizing and distracting the whole movie D; wtf
the volturi part is the best :D
AND THEY CUT OFF 3 *i think it was 3, or 2 D; KISSING SCENES! rawr. such a mood killer
sooo gonna download the movie :)

Add Maths last week was hell seriously
i was starting to like it when i was doin paper 1, but wen it comes 2 paper 2 omfg. it was like more then half of the paper is empty. shit
Bio is on monday, gawdd

Done with New Moon, now

HAHAHA.

What will be the end results

2009-11-21T03:07:00.003+08:00

Well, it's been sometime since i've updated,
obviously i have an lazy ass and i didnt go out for so long
well except today, studied maths at Gardens, Starbucks today with Jia Jun and the rest of the people

BM and BI paper was okay for me, hopefully can get a A for this :)
Sej, omfg nvm. if i get credit for this i'll be happy enough
Just a few more papers left :))
then i'll be having trips, work, photoshoots and more work after this :D i'm excited

Thanks everyone for their lucks and wishes! <3 hopefully it's enough D;
5 MORE DAYS!
no, i'm not toking bout spm :O

Fate? Yes i believe it

2009-11-06T19:00:00.005+08:00

I pretty much feel like crap right now
too much drama and hell lots of things goin on
i will settle everything once and for all after SPM

12 more days people
tell me, do you smell fear or freedom?
i maybe feel like a dot of fear, but a whole lot of freedom :)

Stop ripping it and glueing it back and then go ripping it again.
it's tiresome, seriously.

Happiest Place On Earth

2009-11-01T16:16:00.004+08:00

Baskin Robbins Soft Candy
Mint Chocolate Chip :)

yes i know i'm stupid =/
omfg only 17 more days

Nabi Muhammad s.a.w

2009-10-31T01:28:00.003+08:00

I am so freaking lazy to update

Jamuan class and Graduation Day.

I totally regret not bringing my camera to graduation day :(
coz dey said we would have to put our bags outside so i was afraid my stuff might go missing
but they didnt ask too zzz. fuck
go check my facebook for pics :P i'm lazy to upload them here

and i juz cut my hair few days ago
the guy cut 6 inches off wtf :(( sayang betul
not much difference, i juz look the same as last time again wtf -.-

It Will Happen, right?

2009-10-25T03:19:00.009+08:00

Eventhough they are alittle weird and off sometimes,
they are still awesome and also the best <3

I got no idea why on earth ZiYung and Neeraj is holding the drink tup. hahah
will be posting the full update soon :) if i'm in the mood

oh and,
Happy Birthday dam! :))

I always see you as a true friend, an older brother. but if you don't like and hate me cause of something i like, then i guess maybe you can't accept me and don't see me as a true friend after all.
I do listen to your advices, but it's not that easy for me to take them
It's our last year after all, i don't want our relationship to be just like this forever.
But it's your decision, i can't do anything bout it

Cream and Cheese?

2009-10-23T01:46:00.003+08:00

I'm craving for cheese cake wtf

i used to hate em, ALOT. now i juz feel like eating them non-stop wtf
must be the hormones =/

sis is back from U.S, and she's taking over the computer coz hers spoiled.
so yeap, wont be on9ing often until her laptop is fixed. which is a good thing so i can study without any bad distractions :)

:D new camera!
nikon L100 :))

so cute rite!!

People, please please please pay for Prom by this month
as we still have many things to do and still owe people money
if we do not reach our target of guests coming, we have to pay alot. like thousands :(
no joke.
so please appreciate our effort and come! as we plan this as our last party together with school mates :)

thanks for the promo Amyyy :)) <3!

Rush

2009-10-18T02:35:00.002+08:00

Ughh i'm bored,
i won't be using Bio in my career and why am i trying to squeeze all the shit into my head? zzz
Mum is being naggy-ish after she found out i failed 3 subs in my trials

Read all the updates at Puiyan's blog,
i'm lazy to update about all those.

and Tangled Colours Preloved is updated!
Do visit :) need to clear my wardrobe for new clothes ;D

REMINDER : PROM 2009 HAS BEEN CHANGED TO CITITEL HOTEL, MIDVALLEY.
PLEASE MAKE PAYMENT BY THIS MONTH as we have to pay deposit for the Ballroom ASAP (also the prizes for the events, gifts, live band, etc . . .)
and SPM is coming closer so we would appreciate it if you pay fast so we can faster settle everything and study like what you people are bz doin now :) hope you can understand our "last minute situation" as we still have really alot left to do
DATE/TIME/PRICE IS STILL THE SAME
visit a-nighttoremember.blogspot.com for more info *which will be updated soon
p.s : we will be serving alchohol and is trying to get a proper live band to perform

Anything else?
call or text me or find me on msn or ask at tagboard :)

With a Little Cherry On Top

2009-10-16T00:33:00.006+08:00

Okayy, THE STUFF HAS ARRIVED!

yesterday actually, was damn lazy to blog
(pictures are taken with my phone camera zzz. yes yes i know)

There was... new clothes, old clothes, sandals, flats, old shoes, purse, hairbands, magnets, pop tarts, pencil box, beret, sweets, chocolate covered raisins :), sauces wtf, rice krispies, mac, purse and a huge container of pink lemonade :)

Then 2day me, Amy and Michelle head on over to Midvalley today
please take note that we are 99% CONFIRM CHANGING TO CITITEL HOTEL, MIDVALLEY FOR PROM 2009
prices are still the same :)
1 person : RM90
Couple : RM150
5 person in group : RM380 (just pay all together in the same day)

We ate pizza, OMFG double decker cheese crust with EXTRA CHEESE!

And camwhored,

i love my grey beret :)

love me along with my sepet eyes! :)

RM200, Topshop
omfg.
no i didnt buy it :(

Study group at Puiyan's hse 2molo!

Tetrachloromethane molecule

2009-10-14T00:11:00.004+08:00

I am so fucking excited! :)

becauseee......

Your item cleared customs in MALAYSIA at 10:23 AM on October 10, 2009. Information, if available, is updated periodically throughout the day.

:D
My package from Wenyi in U.S is finally safe on land here :)
was panicking like hell when the site was down and my package might just flew out from the aeroplane wtf hopefully will get it by this week

Went to Amy's hse at 7am wtf
semangat giller lepak weii
just went there to chit chat alittle with her and Rekha since i never seen them for quite some time already
stayed there till 10am then went home n sleep again

I effing made a study plan D;

(yeap, it's shameful to admit but it's my phone camera zzz. it looks like its in a different room wtf)

Hope i'll follow it :S and just pass everything smoothly in SPM
am gonna go read some chemistry shit
I FUCKING LOVE CHEMISTRY!!

Would you forgive and not forget?

2009-10-12T00:43:00.004+08:00

I just read like a dot of Chemistry and here i am blogging

i will seriously not choose a career that involves studying

More pics from Sat's study group at Randy's hse

photos are taken and edited by puiyan :)

1 part of me is really wishing for all of this spm shit to be over and holiday like a free woman
but the other part don't really want all this to pass so fast and will definitely miss the high school life :) and we're getting older too!
Things will be different.

fuck i want pink Skullcandy headphones!

Diamonds and Skulls

2009-10-10T02:44:00.005+08:00

Went out shopping today with mum and Sonia :)

i freaking bought a bag yesterday via online and today i bought another bag again wtf
2 bags in 2 days
i just got my pay, i seriously don't think it can tahan till after spm :(

study group 2molo!
i need motivation to study wtff

Oh so bitter

2009-10-06T21:19:00.010+08:00

Wanted to update a few days ago, like after work

but was too damn tired :(
so i'm updating now
last day of the job photoss . . . ders alot :)

the girls :)

me, Vivian and Wendy

Eric, mascot boy

Mr.Evolta ;D
fucking love him!

Mottanai grandma D; she looks creepy to me :S

Mr.Evolta is the best :) right eric and leon? haha

Leon :) mascot boy 2

Albert, the DJ for the event

wtf, wasnt my idea D;

Koli! :))

:))

Some photos from the photographers,

I'll miss them :)

and the uniform :P

there's actually alot more, but tt's enuff for now
ohhh and you hav to watch dis! :))
no sound and senget :((( wastedd!

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :))

alot of people is not in a good place right now :(
so, God Bless!

Find Your Way Home

2009-10-04T00:35:00.005+08:00

my. body. is. hurting. everywhere. like. mutha fucker

i can't even lift up my arms or bend, walk, bend down to pick up stuff D;
dey were many many many photographers today! :)
for the Lumix Model Search Finals actually
but there got take like alot of photos of us, smiled till my jaws are actually trembling and hurting wtf
but the sales weren't so good :( gotta keep it up for the last day 2molo

oh and the mascot guys were sooo sweet!
they bought us like 4 slices of Secret Recipe cake for everyone to share will i only ask for one :S

♥♥♥♥

I'm seeking forgiveness

Get Up!

2009-10-03T02:02:00.003+08:00

Work yeah work
work was quite fun :) not like de previous jobs i did
but today was kinda dull cause they werent so much people
and my body is aching all over the place :( even my back freaking hurts wen i get up from the chair and move. i move like an old lady wtf
i'll just post pics of me camwhoring ;D

i fucking love the mascot like hell!
so freaking adorable! :)
will try n take more pics of it!

2nd day tomolo!
Reminder : MIDVALLEY CONVENTION CENTRE
till sunday :)

It's Not A Sin

2009-10-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

Working tomorrow! <3
remember! MIDVALLEY :)
i'll be de one in blue

Call Me Crazy

2009-10-01T03:29:00.002+08:00

I am dying of guiltiness of not studying man i tell u
but i'm still not doin anything wtf
i am sleeping at 4am and waking up at 2pm everday :S

i got chosen doin the Panasonic Evolta Battery Ambassador D;
not Lumix, wanted to do Lumix :(
but oh well, better then nth. hope everything will run smoothly
just found out i got 2 hours break wtf, SOMEONE COME and eat lunch or dinner with me or smthhh
and i'll be starting work on FRIDAY not tomorrow

ughh tt's all for now,
i got a boring life okay zz
toodles!

Battlefield

2009-09-29T03:11:00.005+08:00

Listening to the same song repeatedly for more than 6 hours is really life-draining, but i can't help it D; ~~why this love always feel like a battlefield~~ yeapp.. haha

oh and dis is only my 300th post -.-
didnt notice there's a draft in there :S

I am here to blog that. . . .

I AM A PANASONIC AMBASSADOR!

yeap! i got chosen :)
from the interview that i went laz few days ago
so i'm goin for a short training and uniform fitting tomorrow
having this name will really help me get a better job in Pc Fair nex time, seriously.
fuck promoter's job! haha

will be working at Midvalley Exhibition Centre
1st-4th october
i don't know why izit 4 days suddenly, i saw de banners it was 3 days?
come find me for lunch, dinner, chat or anything at all!
JUST COME

oh and sis is in Chicago having her fun butt off there
BUY MORE STUFF FOR ME! :D

i sold my U.K bag :(((

If You Seek Amy

2009-09-28T02:31:00.008+08:00

If you know what my title means, you know what i'm saying ;D

YAY! My 300th post! :)
it's been such a loongg way

today i did nothing,
except killing a cockroach with a lighter wtf
i couldn't find anything else near to kill it :S
i know it hurts to be burned alive i'm so sorry! :( but i can't let you hang around my house
i am not goin to school tomolo,
actually i'm not even bothered going back to school anymore
i'll just be goin back once or twice just to get my results and see wat's happening

oh i just updated my preloved shopblog,
do visit!
www.tangledcolours-preloved.blogspot.com
in really need of $ for a new bag ;D

i don't wanna ruin you people's life but
SPM is just 7 weeks away :)
and i noe i won't be able to finish studying everything coz i havent even started
oh fuck.

I Don't Want You Here

2009-09-27T01:08:00.006+08:00

I went to the Amway Cosmetics demonstration today

yes, my dad is a big obsessed fan of Amway zz
so he drag me there just for the sake of fun? he said "since you're free rite? just go n c la"
so fine i went, at 1st i thought it will be like the make up artist and her test subject up in front, teaching make up in front of a few people
but i was wrong
instead, it was just a few ladies getting together
applying make up on somebody and yeah tt's all
n it was at her house
then i just stand there stoned coz i dunno wat to do until 1 of them ask me to sit and said she'll put on make up for me wtf
so yeah she did, n even took photos asking me to pose and everything D;

if you are wondering why the hell i went n put a huge grey line over my face, it's coz the lipstick is alittle too.. obvious :S i like how they did the eye shadow though
dey put like so many layers of stuff on my face zz
and my hair too

the people at Panasonic haven't contact me yet :(
oh well, maybe in another few days?
and i'm hungry for mash potatoes

i want to party down and get wasted like no tomorrow

Control Yourself

2009-09-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today's interview was really nerve-wrecking

i was soo freaking nervous wtf

I had to go all the way to SS13, the Panasonic office building
There were 2 ladies who interviewed us,
1 from Lumix and another from Evolta batteries
we had to introduce ourselves and most of them are studying in college :S i think i'm the youngest or maybe not even old enough to qualify for the job so i didnt say my age :X
both of them only wanted 2 Ambassadors each, so i was pretty darn scared on whether they would choose me anot
and ambassadors are those really really hot ones that wear dresses and heels and just stand there and take pics, lol
it's not easy to get the job :(
it was quite tough, there were alot of pretty tall girls :S and there were more interviews before this
so hopefully i'll get the job :) it's good pay!

i noe the photos are blur zz
i just like em

wanted to wear dis,
but mum preferred the outfit on top :( so yeah, wore with my brown studded heels

excuse the no make up face if it's burning you, lol

OH and sis FINALLY BOUGHT A CAMERA!! :DDDD

NIKON COOLPIX L100!!!

:D

no it's not a DSLR, it just look like 1
10 megapixel ;D
and yes it's in the U.S zzz
but i have to wait till she comes back in the end of october wtfff
so as de rest of my stuff :(

I am not ready to go back to school.

Listen To Me

2009-09-25T01:51:00.003+08:00

Currently webcaming with sis and her 183cm wtf European bf :S

and i really really have to post this, is so darn funny

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMFGWTFBBQ

i'll be goin to an interview tomorrow,
for an Panasonic Ambassador role
and the pay is sooo goodd :D
hope i'll get it :S
only hot tall old chicks get the job usually.. oh shitt
i scared they have issues with my height wtf zzz
if i got the job then i'll be working at MV's convention centre wer they have all those Panasonic products next friday,sat and sunday (2,3,4 oct) :))

Sonia is back blogging! :)
www.luxuriousinpink.blogspot.com
go visit and link her!
as i help with her banner ;D
i need a new 1 too :(

Give me a break

2009-09-22T02:48:00.002+08:00

I'm here saying im alive? barely but yeah, tadaa*
but i don't know wat to blog about

i'm not up and running like usual

Freaked

2009-09-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

Other thannn,
having that weird freakish dream last few days ago,
almost kena caught ponteng today,
kinda getting screwed by my dad for goin out too much (but f it who cares, lol),
TRIALS IS FINALLY OVER! :D
after two and a half weeks of killing brain cells

Ughh bout that dream, i'll juz make it short
i kinda saw THE Light, if you know wat i mean
i almost crossed over, but i stayed for a reason
if you really really wanna noe wats that reason or the full story, ask me personally :)
and it's seriously still freaking me out till today,
but i believe that it's real :S and it really felt so real
and over there is really really really a beautiful place, i'm not effing lying

ANYWAY, will be goin out tomolo :)
hope everything runs smoothly

Miracle

2009-09-15T00:19:00.007+08:00

Just got tips like the effing last minute,

but it's better than nothing, thanks guys :D

chemistry was a big screw up today, hopefully i'll pass safely
mum finally bought me the weight gain milk powder thing,
it got like all dis calories and proteins in it :)
yes i'm that desperate to gain weight, lol

ohh and i got pics from Wenyi who was at NYC last few days ago! :D
it was fashion week somemore wtfff

my grey beret D;

EAT THIS BITCH!
but she didnt buy anything from there wtff :( it's still pricey

so awesome

and i can't believe she's actually dating a guy from Europe wtf
D;

OH AND WATCH DIS
i dun care if you hate Twilight or smth, but u seriously gotta watch dis
NO FUCK JUZ WATCH

it's so amazing *cries*
Jane is my no.1 fav villian! :)
oh shit i'm gonna pass out

Let's Do It

2009-09-12T21:08:00.006+08:00

Well i din hav much photos from yesterday nite

which is Eason's birthday party
was damn lazy to take pics D; and kinda forgot bout it

We juz ate, play snooker, n walked around den went off to albakat
i had to go home early like around 1am :( muz show tt i'm still good so nice time still can go out, lol

Mel, and Hans the korean beside :)

Sandy, Mel and Cyndy

Sonia n me
do we really look tt alike?? -.-

OKAY
about our Prom 2009
please visit a-nighttoremember.blogspot.com!

I'll list the pricing here again (changed the prices)
1 person = RM90
Couple (please la boy gal okay, not boyboy or galgal zzz) = RM150
Bring 5 friends including you = RM380 (only rm76 per person!)
and Form 4 are invited to come too :)

many of you got confused with the 5 friends thing
IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE OUTSIDERS ONLY
it could be your classmates + other frens :)
like for example, Kiran, Mohan, Tiru, Afif and Neeraj, all classmates
and just need to pay all together which is RM380 in a day. That's all!
it doesnt hav 2 be ur outside frens tt we all dunno :)

and we'll have lots of events too okay,
like Prom King and Queen, Best Dressed Male and Female, Lucky Draw, performances (any1 who wanna perform pls let us noe :)) and more soon to come!
The prizes are really attractive :) we're not giving you bunch of useless stuff don't worry

Oh and ALL OFFERS END AT 31ST OCTOBER 2009
which means no more couple offers + group offers
all will be a solid RM90
please pay asap ya!

for more info,
visit here ya!

and ya, please la dun be like "oh i no partner laa, dun wan go laa" zzz
so effing sick, wtf
prom doesnt revolves around the couples oni alright D; gawd

Peaceful Skies

2009-09-11T16:01:00.005+08:00

10 more post till 300!

Went timesquare yesterday with SoniaLee and AngPinPin
just to get some stuff then go home
and i wanna cut my hairr, but howww

i look like i'm not wearing any pants zz

and wrong choice of shoes

and i just got back from Rekha's hse
So sorry for your lost, stay strong alright! ♥
people, we gotta appreciate our life
as you won't know what is gonna happen next

Gonna party like hell tonite! :)
and i dunno wat to wear yet D;

It's Enough

2009-09-09T21:27:00.003+08:00

FINALLY I CAN ON9
internet was being a bitch yesterday zzz
felt so lost without it :(

to sum it all up,
exams are a pain in the butthole,
teachers are like effing strict on us, we can't even leave any single shit under our desk anymore

went out on monday to Neway with Eason and the rest of the people
(sadly it's only the 2nd time in my whole life goin in a karaoke room)
no photos watsoever

ughh, 8th September Eason's birthday
Happy Birthday ~~Eason~~ VOON CHANG! :)

den am not goin to skool 2molo (but i rather take on science then phy,chem n bio anyday)
and will be heading to Timesquare ;D

AMYYY HOW CAN YOU GO ON HIATUS :((

Enduring

2009-09-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

Went out albakat for awhile
der wasnt any dinner at home
yes i'm fucking addicted to tt place

i forgot 2 study today wtf
my parents don't understand the meaning of invading privacy
my dad can actually log on to my facebook omfg zzz
i'm removing my password n email

AHH put a sock in it zz
bla bla blahhh

Innocence

2009-09-04T15:38:00.009+08:00

yes so i was bored, again
and yes self timer
wore Dad's Versace collar tee and heart shape thing is from laz 2 years ago
it was like mega huge on me wtf
i don't even know he have ~~one~~ actually 2 of dem until now D;

When i was looking through the photos, i realise that it really really really look like a certain some1
and YOU always read my blog :)
all my photos always hav tt sort of same resemblance with her D;
Try n guess who?
i'll giv u smth if u can guess :) lol

will post more photos later

I dunno wat 2 do during the weekends :(
add maths paper 2 on tuesday wtf, die

*edit

original photo,

yeap BINGO, almost all of the pics i took look like Sonia D; hahah
i'm itching to go outtt

One More Time

2009-09-02T21:45:00.006+08:00

Fuck BIO till the end of the world zzz
Feel so relieved having English tomorrow :D

Oh, effing HARDCORE ROCKER fans, or Britney Fans
i don't care who you are, you're reading now you watch this

Watch it till the end i don't care!
It's so freaking awesome
I miss my black nails D;

You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir. - Paramore - Ignorance

Dripping Blood

2009-09-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

Today's tests were okay
BM karangan is like bullshit all the way
from the 1st word till the last
Maths was quite okay :) expected it too be more harder

I'll be having BM2 and BIO 3 tomolo wtf, shitt
i'm gonna bury myself in Komsas
and get an early nite sleep

I was considering putting my blog to private, should I?

Stop Playing Hide and Seek

2009-08-31T18:47:00.009+08:00

*edit
Went out yesterday for the so called Merdeka's Eve celebration at Eason's hse

but end up when it's after 12am, oni we realise "oh Merdeka adi" wtf
Lepakked at albakat aso :) then we juz play pool, cards n mahjong
and omg almost all of the photos are blur :( not much aso actually
i reached home at 4.30am wtf and my parents didnt excatly screw me kao kao for coming home late
juz keep asking y i'm late and stuff

Before leaving,

I did not take dis wtf,

Then went out 2 Eason's house,
the electricity actually kena cut off twice D;

then i turn on the flash and blind every1 wtf

Then went back to albakat :)

wtf michelle -.-

alex :)

Trials tomolo! BRING IT ON
(eventhough i'm not ready)

Happy National Day! ♥

PEOPLE! would you please mind your own business????
sorry for being harsh but ur "helpings" is kinda alittle too much
i'm not referring to those who giv advices to me, i really appreciate ur advices :)
but i'm referring to those who keep giving gibberish n keep pressuring de 2nd 1 and keep teasing and all those shit
GAWD, IT'S ENOUGH
i thank you but seriously IT'S ENOUGH and it's ruining everything n de shit out of me right now

thank you for reading

Smudged Lipstick

2009-08-30T01:16:00.005+08:00

I screwed studying and went out to Albakat :) wtf

it was so boring at home till i couldnt take it anymore D;
so i called Eason to pick me up and meet up with Aswin and Gab

yeap, i bring the camera everywhere i go :)
at least i have some pics for u humans to see either then just reading all the time

Wat i did today,
finally get to noe wtf is matrices
i'm terrified of Add Maths, i just wanna pass all subs :(
andddd, alittle of Form 5 physics
i tried reading From4 komsas but just passing thru the 1st sentence of the book is already torturing D;
oh and it's already Sunday ppl FYI!

Kiss mah ass and smell my fart!

High On Alcohol

2009-08-28T01:02:00.005+08:00

F MAN, damn effing bored D;

i just dunno wat to blog anymore. lol

oh sis bought a new purse for me :D

i loooveeeeeee it :))
but i cant use it now, it's all the way in U.S zzz
and she keep laughing at me coz i dun hav it -.- stupid
so now i have a purse, undies and MAC coming :)

oni studied 1 dot today,
yes i'm doomed baby

Run Baby, Run

2009-08-26T23:00:00.007+08:00

Gosh i'm so freaking bored that i'm just staring into space almost every minute D;

couldnt sleep well last nite i got no idea why,
slept at like 5am, woke up again at 7am
then i got so bored till i actually went downstairs n say hi 2 my mum, wtf
den i oni could sleep back around like 8.30? and then i woke up at 11am again and couldnt sleep back :( sheeshh

Mr.Lee's class juz now is such a drag D; it was raining so heavily till the electric at he's house stopped and we were in pitch black for a minute, lol
Anyway, did any1 notice the rain lately? like it has been raining almost everyday since earlier this month? i guess that means that panas season is over :)
oh it just started raining again -.-

and mum juz bought me two slices of chocolate cake :)
yes again, lol

Time to study! :D (must be excited to studyy)
MUST READ BIO AND SEJ
AND LOVE THEM TO BITS

My days as a Kingsoft Anti Virus Nurse D; last year's pc fair
i oni found 1 pic wtff, i cant find the others

*sonia, me, boey, amanda
it wasnt worth the pay, but it's worth the fun :)

and what is goin on anyway? zzz
*mumbles shit in arab that i got no freaking idea how to spell*

Untouched

2009-08-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Albakat :)

it's been ages since i went there D; more than a month
i like it there cause of the peacefulness, i did not shisha ;)
Went to pasar malam 1st and bought food then Eason picked us up from there
don't know why always Michelle and Sonia eat albakat's food then dey dunno get wat poisoning D; i nothing aso, lol

i oni got two pics D;
totally forgot 2 take more + was playing poker cards

have to wait till after trials oni i can go back there :(
oh, n i did not freaking study today, shittt
feel so guilty :( ahhhh dieee
belum insaf

now oni i notice Lady Gaga's Eh Eh Nothing Else I Can Say video has a white Vespa scooter in it! :) i want itt, fuck -.-
okay, i got no freaking idea what's happening, lol

gonna go do Mr.Lee Beng Hin's work

Hilarious

2009-08-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

wen.yi. says:
ppl here dunno topshop
sweet.paradise says:
-.-
wen.yi. says:
its like if you now topshop here..you're like excellent in fashion
wen.yi. says:
lmao
sweet.paradise says:
LOL
wen.yi. says:
like new york fashion student or smth
wen.yi. says:
hahahaha

wow, lol

Yay! 2 years have gone by :)

Nope, i didnt study today
oh shitt D;
so effing lazy, fuck.

trapped by bonds
you gotta try change fate yourself :)

Jealousy On A Bus

2009-08-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

Heart On A Cloud by Roseonthegrey

The results of my so called 1 day study marathon,
2 chapters of Form 5 Physics zzz
that's all -.-
i can't effing concentrate, gawddd
I've been reading old comics and watching old animes again, like Ayashi No Ceres and Fushigi Yuugi. I have to catch up on Naruto D;
the interest with 2D characters is back on! :) wtf
i wanna get new heels and bag!

I feel sort of different today,
like i'm starting to feel better for myself
loving myself and everything more than ever :)

Afraid?

2009-08-23T00:55:00.012+08:00

Blahh bla blaaaahhh
Have you ever listen to a song repeatedly for like 6 hours? D;

Went out lunch with alex today :)

was like soo bored and sick of packed lunches, so called alex out last minute, lol
went Station 1 and the waitress gave us the wrong change D;
total is rm21.80, i gave rm22
she gave back rm10.10 wtf, haha! then we were just staring at it wen she just set it on our table
so we juz grabbed the change and walked fast :S
and bought Chocolate Fudge from Secret Recipe!

i don't know why, i just ♥ this pic alot :)

and then we camwhored at the carpark :)

i didn't regret buying those shoes :P
eventhough it cost me a bomb

The best shot ;D
he's really good at taking photos

♥!

I'm gonna do a study marathon tomolo
1 DAY 1 WHOLE FORM
wish me luck D;

Insides Blasting Out

2009-08-21T21:21:00.004+08:00

My parents actually let me take motor liscense and get a scooter D;

i'm still shock but dey wont get me a car in another 10 years right, so i asked for a Scooter instead, lol
im currently obsessed with this,

Vespa LX150 ;D
could spray this in hot pink! lol *go google image
so beautiful *tears*

Vespa is an italy brand, that's why i thought maybe it could be slightly pricier than the Malaysia brand scooters. THAT'S WAT I THOUGHT, "slightly"
An average malaysia scooter costs bout at least RM6000, and that is the good and fast kinds
i only want the a 150cc one, so it would cost like around RM4000?
and dis is malaysia ones

AND last few days ago, i actually fucking saw 1 of THAT on the road,
with a dude riding it, like just quarter pants and some kind of tee, lol
in the 1st time of my life D; i thought nobody would get vespa here
but it was awesomeeee, so i rushed dad to get to know the price
and thennnn
my dad told me the next day
for that effing scooter, only 150cc..
it's x2 the malaysia fast and good ones price
IT'S RM18 000 and it's just for 150cc
i could get a Kancil for this D;

and i can just see my dreams crumbling away :(
so i guess i have to stick with the big Malaysia ones
unless i'm lucky enough to find an 2nd hand 1
but what are the chances for that?
i need to do more good deeds :S

ughh, feeling sooo disturbed

Overtake

2009-08-21T12:13:00.006+08:00

wtf

just noticed i didnt post a few of them
have fun at karaoke guys! :)

i'm freaking suprised.

Splash PART 2!

2009-08-19T22:45:00.008+08:00

Okay chill people

i edited a few of them again and reloaded them at the older post, so go take em alright? :)

it's like the best i can do adi, don't kill me :X
did i mention that Michelle flashed my boob in front of every1? wtf -.-
amyy you look fine alrighttt :)

A cleaner better version ;D

and played cards after we're done swimming

That's all for now :)
I'm gonna go study alittle and sleep
i'm still dead tired

Splash

2009-08-18T23:14:00.009+08:00

I am soo freaking tired right now

i havent finish Mr.Lee's work D;
went for a swim today at Michelle's hse, after a very very very very long time of not swimming even in my effing own pool -.-
i had to borrow sonia's red bikini, i got NO swimsuit at all :(
well be goin bikini shopping as soon as i get cash!
and will surely get a black one, red is not my colour :X

pics!

jumpshots!

me! :)

wtf

What do you see?

there's like TONS more, but i'm soo freaking sleepy and lazy
shall post them tomolo or something
Guys, u wanna take them, go ahead :) i adi did my best in editing them

toodles!

Maybe?

2009-08-16T22:05:00.005+08:00

Was webcaming *again* with wenyi dis afternoon :)

finallyyyy, 1st time webcaming with her since she's been der
she had to borrow her fren's laptop
pics are a little blur :( click to enlarge it if you wan

screenshots!

Smores Pop tarts and Hersheyyy D;
she's gonna be fat when IF she comes home, wtf

:D

MAC shadestick ;D

HOT PINK forever21 plastic ;D
and H&M magazine

I seriously did not know she brought my pixel keychain there until she showed me -.-

Tattoo! and i have really thick lips D; too thick

2 more weeks till trials!
and im saying like it's an exciting thing wtf

Burning Eyes

2009-08-15T20:45:00.006+08:00

Webcam with alex :)

*ingore the random hat

invisible keyboard D;

Eskimo ;D

~~will edit this post later~~

I'm doin photoshoots by myself for like at least once every two days?
I'm soo freaking bored, supposed to be studying D;
and i have to return the camera soon, so i juz kept on taking

self timer again :)

fishnet leggings ;D
and i wasted my money on a few pairs of ugly lashes :(
crystal necklace and bracelets are from my late grandpa :)

effed up face, wtf
we need to ugly up sometimes D;

It's Time . . .

2009-08-14T23:52:00.006+08:00

TO STUDY!

*i'm not promising anything :S

Trials is as important as SPM
wtf, someone save me D;

Wenyi bought undies for me wtf, hahah
So freaking cute!
Sigh, not enough money to go MTV World Stage tomolo :( Enjoy urself Ben
I am preventing myself from watching New Moon clips or trailers
I don't want to spoil myself and end up knowing every single shit like Twilight last year D;
must tahannn
but i most probably screwing 2 hours of SPM day just to watch New Moon :)

Harper's Bazaar ; Agyness Deyn
Micheal Jackson inspired ;D awesome

Cbox replies :
Vivien - thanksss :) lol. but i was expecting something else actually D;
Michelle - memang too free
Amyy - aww thanks ;D

I'm just gonna dwell in my own little world.

Too Fast

2009-08-13T23:49:00.006+08:00

Combine strips of tulle, a black background,tube and shorts, a self timer 3.2mp camera,

you will get :

or something better

yes i am too free

I'm Invisible

2009-08-12T21:23:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to : 21 Guns - Green Day

I think that's enough of emo posts for now huh
I'm quite fine now, thanks for those who asked :)

Anyway, these few days or weeks i didnt have much appetite to eat
i cant even finish a freaking meal, my gawd. n tt is including no-lunch days
So my mum got me this medicine,

Its a medicine that kill the worms in your stomach
the pharmacist said maybe there's too much of it that's y i didnt grow fat or have any appetite
i havent eat it yet D;
and i am sooooo scared of eating it :( imagine all the worms in ur stomach.. ew -.-
and i actually plan to gain weight for quite sometime already,
yes people, i wanna be a ~~fat ass~~! okay not tt bad
just alittle more meat will be fine :)

So i didnt have any lunch today, im sick of food -.-
dad suddenly bought me 2 slices from secret recipe

and i cant.. even finish a slice . . . zzz

i want so many things!! ♥

Come and take me home

2009-08-09T18:51:00.005+08:00

Axil and Grime by Roseonthegrey.

After almost a year of thinking,
I finally know what you mean
I finally know what you wanted all this time
and sorry i'm late

Just one kiss?

2009-08-07T20:42:00.011+08:00

Lemme go emo for a sec, only highlight if you want to read

Honestly, im just gonna go on and say this. I admit, I'm not alright. Ratings maybe a 3/10? The stress and tension of everything that is happening around is killing me (That reminds me, SPM trials is nex month) I can just see everything crumbling away My current life right now is not as fun as last time. The best years was Form1 and Form3 And this year being 17 is not exactly the ~~best~~ good year i had in my whole life. Don't misunderstood, i am not hating anyone nor upset over certain things. I am feeling neutral, or Twilight should say, 'Switzerland' I know i might sound a little pathetic much, i just wanna let things out

Done.

Okay, so i had been goin on to blogs and checking out very old updates
Very old.
Checking amy's old posts and my old xanga blog actually : www.xanga.com/pisces928
and yeah times were really good that time :)
The times i sneaked out when my parents are working, photoshoots with amy, viv and sonia at amy's house, cursing mat rempits (when 2 person lost their phone, 1 i still feel entirely is my fault), 070707 is when i had been
molested and yeah loads more that is not good mentioning here. You know i know lah ;D

Yes, i really really really do miss the old times. While we're still naive teenagers (i think i still am D;) that doesnt even study or bother by anything else.
Go read amy's old post here
and the 1st time i heard bout shisha? lol. here. that was like since 2007 okay
but i'm not THAT afraid of it already, already did it :D and still dun like it, haha
and i had a MEGA HUGE obession with cupcakes for quite awhile
and the way i blog last time, is ridiculous D; and awful

and yes, snucked out to Sunway Pyramid and had Sakae Sushi

hilarious.

I hated wearing make up, fake eyelashes and high heels last time D;
Well, comparing me with the last time i now,
i feel there's a lot of difference
Look at me now :)

Blue baby, blue.

What's wrong with being imperfect?
Will you tell me you love me?
and yes, Memories are meant to be cherished

Numbahh 266

2009-08-06T23:00:00.005+08:00

Went to times square after school with rekha and michelle to temaned sonia to get her stuff

i cant believe i bought another pair of shoe zzz, with this current money state. i am telling you, i won't last long D;

sonia went home early, so we 3 juz shopped around
we were at the food court wen suddenly some malay guys starts to tok to us
dey were asking, "oh sudah habis sklh ka?", "janganlah bertembung mcm tu, nanti jatuh"
wtf.
den michelle and rekha started acting lesbiany to scare them off
michelle spanked her ass wtf ROLFLMAO

aww, so sweet ;D

My parents broke my cup :(
time for a new one!

okay, long or short?

Numbahh 265

2009-08-04T21:08:00.009+08:00

Handlin Heartz.

By Roseonthegrey

Maybe you don't remember me anymore, but
I want to put on a permanent smile with a pretty dress, and be someone different and better like something you never believe will come true :)
Mark my words!

*Gary > ha-ha gary, you already knew! and i saw you and USCI on the newspaper!
dam > buy something from Indiana for me! :)

Numbahh 264

2009-08-03T00:12:00.012+08:00

I'm so proud if dis :)
and yes im not wearing a dress :X
try and guess wat i'm wearing/using!

*edit
*reedited again! (photos have been reuploaded again, i touched up the picture again so it wont be so obvious tt it's a bed sheet -.- if any1 wanna help me touch up too, do lemme noe as im not really good with editing)
i hate goin to school....... i feel like it's such a waste of time zzz
but my dad won't lemme skip so many times + my mum was like "u stay at home u'll study mer?" mega swt.
anyway, more photos!
all of this is done with, a freaking 3.2mp camera, self-timer wtf
and i wasnt naked okay!
and i'm actually using a freaking bed sheet zzz, i got no white dress :(
their all practically headless, and almost the same
damn lazy to show my face, lol D;

i really like dis 1
luckily the camera only focused on the rose (self-timer okay?)

Take it, i don't want it
It already belongs to you ♥

feeling something different, something that i never had before
or maybe, it's deja vu

Numbahh 263

2009-07-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

This kind of people really are just trying to affect ur life
my life is already disturbed enough tq. i dun need more pressure zzz
just lemme have a good day without thinking bout these kind of disturbance and i'll be really thankful

Numbahh 262

2009-07-27T00:15:00.005+08:00

I feel alot better now :)
i'm still trying to find out the cause for these headaches, it's goin on for almost bout 2 years now :(
2 years of eating medicines tt r stronger then panadol, and sometimes twice a month
so it's around 36-40pills i have in my liver right now -.- (i researched tt the medicine will only digest once every 5 years or less?) omfg, hope it's not true
oh gawddd...

my eyes r so sepet, wtf
Kate's gel eyeliner is good ;D

mum was in a shopping mood so she dragged me all de way to timesquare
bought like shit load of stuff, wtff.. i'm supposed to savee
but i guess it's alright, since i might be working in pc fair
oh, and any1 who wans a promoter job at pc fair (nex fri,sat,sun) lemme noe :)
rm80-rm100 a day

well, so this is how's life is supposed 2 be,
boring like shitt.

Numbahh 261

2009-07-24T22:55:00.005+08:00

Kyme-chan.
Love her drawings :)

I am now sick like no one's business
my headache is soo bad till i almost wanted to punch my brains out and soaked in it bitter medicine
and it's getting more frequent this month, that's not a good thing at all. (i usually have a big major headache once a month)
i have to stop eating those pills and find a more natural way to stop it, if not my liver is gona fall off -.- i'm not joking
i'm already took those buggers 3 times dis month, and they are supposed to be stronger then panadols? omfg
and i'm supposed to go to Genting with cynthia tomolo, crapp.
and my headache aint completely gone yet and my nose suddenly bleed just now?? wtf

shitt, fuck this

Numbahh 260

2009-07-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

Would wanna do this if i have the chance and money
influenced by the dam obviously
me and my sudden interest in tattoos and now suddenly Angel Wings? wtf

well, i guess it's back to reality then.

Numbahh 259

2009-07-19T01:35:00.003+08:00

Well today was pretty much fcuked up.
So much problems zzz
Sorry Puiyan for not really attending ur dinner :((
i'll make it up to you by trying to get a good present!

I'm a bloody human as well you know??

Numbahh 258

2009-07-10T21:19:00.006+08:00

Omfg. As soon i saw those RED BOLD WORDS at her blog.
i screamed.
and think, "WTF AM I STILL DOIN HERE WASTING MY LIFE!?!?!??!"

wtfff, she get to go to a Underground-ish Concert..
watch saosin (i dun really listen to them much like maybe once or twice but they're okay :D)
even 30H!3???
AND THEN SUDDENLY GOT SPECIAL APPEARANCE BY WTF PARAMORE!?!??!?!
OMFGGGGG, get to watch Hayley performmmm.....
and yes, getting trampled and coated with other 300 human's sweat is sooooo worth it ;D

go read HERE!
SHIT I WANNA GO

i havent finish that thing i was doin before :(
and i bought books today from the guys tt were selling at the skool hall today wtf, MUZ BE SEMANGAT
i had a great day today :) ♥

oh and im actually dead serious bout considering getting a motor license and buy a scooter D;
eventhough i may never get the cute little hot pink scooters riding with fur knee length boots and a pink helmet attached with goggles
but i really like the idea of taking day strolls with it :D
the risks with bikes are REALLY HUGE, and in Msia is . . .
but i really like it, the more i c ppl riding it.. I WANT IT
it's weird but i rather get a scooter then a car :S
gotta convince my parents D; never in a million years would dey approve but i guess it's worth de shot :0 i already kept bugging him bout it.. HAHA

Numbahh 257 : Thread, wire and some beads :)

2009-07-05T02:07:00.010+08:00

Listening to : Don't Trust Me - 30H3
*omfg the dam is gonna watch them perform live wtf

Am doing some side-project to keep myself bz :)
supposed 2 be studying wtffff
will post up a pic of it when im done and if it worked out!

shit mann, shud have went -.- *curses*

Happy 4th of July! :D

Numbahh 256

2009-06-30T20:48:00.005+08:00

Oh yes, im not chosen.
~~but not getting my hopes up to high as they say dey havent completely finalize the list yet.~~
~~but for now i'm thankful enuff~~
nahh, heard is already confirmed
today's newspaper never wrote anything bout redoin the list again or smth :)
YAY!

AMYYY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T.T

hmm, shud i work during pc fair?
no cash :(

Numbahh 255

2009-06-29T22:40:00.005+08:00

Went to times square on saturday
bought a shit load of floral stuff for my closet :D wtff i can't spend anymoreee
and i juz downloaded a whole naruto movie (yes i'm still a fan) but no subtitiles wtff
WTF ARE DEY SAYING!?!
im gonna rip my t-shirt into something, i'm so sorry don't haunt me T.T

appreciation is not in my dictionary, never.
when you do good deeds, you'll get back good things? BULLSHIT

Numbahh 254

2009-06-27T00:50:00.004+08:00

I'm so free till i'm updating everyday D;
but i don't have much photos to blog
will be off to the hotel tomolo!

was really shock to hear the news this morning, so sudden :(
Micheal Jackson, R.I.P :)
Your song Thriller and Smooth Criminal is and always will be awesome!

When people throw lemons at you, just squish it back into their eyes and let'em BURN till their eyeballs drop out! and then you can laugh at them back :)
♥♥♥