In a okay state

I'm only uploading the photo for the sake of something to look at D;

I'm pretty much fine right now :) thanks for those who was concern and also the ones at the tagboard
i'm kinda already past that. I'm just totally cursing him and imagining him in a really torturing death :) yes i'm evil but don't blame me

the good news is...
that Layla the walk-in closet has asked me to model their clothes this weekend! :))
and triple pay at work tomorrow ;D yes!

too bad i missed clubbing with sonia, rekha n michelle :/ had to work the next morning. but heard from michelle that they had fun :)

finally a photo from shin chan!


i know right, teaser kao kao. lol
that's all he sent me wtf. he said the rest later -___-


i need more event jobs!

Fuck.

I actually didnt really wana tok bout thiss.. but it's my blog, i should keep it as a memory right wtf.
what happened is that i was molested by an old man
and yes i can still remember he's face clearly.
and no he didnt touch my ass or anything wtf -.- i bet that's the 1st thing that came into your mind when you read the word 'molested'

so this is what happened just now.
i was walking up the stairs from the ktm at midvalley.
then suddenly there was this old guy that was walking down instead, suddenly he shouted or smth asking me whether i'm a model a not

me ; icky old man
nooooooo i'm not
oh really? then where are you goin? photoshoot?
erm no. goin midvalley
i'm actually helping a fren finding girls to work. you work at hair show before?
no ar
i c your contact lens very nice aso
the 1st thing i notice about is ur eyes
oh really?

then he kept on complimenting bout my skin and eyes etc etc
den asked for my name and number which i gave
coz i thought he'll juz take the info and go.
pulak he went ahead n ask whether he can take a few pics of me a not so that he can show he's fren for work
den i was like okay but hurry up coz i was in a hurry
so he took a few
kept touching my hair here n der,
asking bout my body measurements and touched my waist
like i do not noe wers my waist
i was actually freaked out that time when he keep on touching my shoulder and hair wen taking photo. i really juz wanted to thank him n go
den he asked me to put down my bra strap so it's more sexier
i'm like okayyyyyy with that uncomfortable face
and he went and juz rela hati go pull down my bra strap like again i duno how to adjust

den after that i juz okokok on watever he say
trying to go but he juz keep dragging it
den at 1st he said thanks, he shook my hand and suddenly went n kissed it n said "you're a very sweet girl :)"
im juz in a state of shock right there and i still couldnt get the feeling off until now, i'm so disgusted.
n den he did that twice wtf
den wen say bye, he juz came n hug me alittle too much n close
n start kissing my cheek..
I WAS SO FREAKING TERRIED
like omg someone help me T___T
he juz kept on doin that UNTIL HE EVEN WANNA KISS ME ON THE LIPS
and i freaking went ahead n said NO
den he juz laughed n said okok
i did try n push away alot of times okay, it's so obvious i wasnt comfortable in this, but he just doenst wanna let go
he even ask me to be he's godsis! WTF old man omg
den he's like "hahah too old? den wat bout god daughter??"
den i like "HAHA C HOW" and tried to push off
i didnt even say a proper bye, i juz say ok not even looking at him and walked off fast

yes maybe you'll be saying i'm stupid for trusting he's word so fast
i get impressed fast alright :/ and i was really looking for event jobs!
lesson learnt, will noe how to think and react fast nex time
if i have more guts i would juz say he's too much or no thanks or just walk off
but i can't do anything right now except hope that he'll kena by justice one fine day or maybe juz fall down the stairs or have he's lips sewn shut :) or at least all he's teeth will drop off! HAHA
maybe he's really looking for people to work, but instead he's a horny old man.

i really couldnt get the feeling and image off right now :( it's disgusting the shit out of me and i fucking hate it. I'M FREAKED OUT
i'm juz totally terrified of taking ktm alone now

hope tomorrow i won't think of it much :(
T______T
oh gawdd

and others out there, please be careful too

Coffee for you?

So basically, almost everyday i'm waking up at 6am, get dressed for work, reach work at 7am, work till 1pm or later, go home, nap, dinner, watch tv/online, sleep and the same thing the next day
I guess it's better then just staying at home whole day :/ but it tends to get boring sometimes. i don't have a choice right
i'm still not sure which college/course i'm goin for, or when i'm starting.

my comp is fucked up, got infected by that stupid msn virus from wenyi then i format the whole thing again
no msn or anything yet. lazy to download

Oh and during work todayyyyy,
i made Caramel Frappuccino for Adam C.!! :D
he was ordering at the cashier then i heard he's voice like damn familiar. then i just look and he was wearing sunglasses so i couldn't really recognize. so i called for wenyi to ask her whether izit him
den we were like "OMG OMG IT'S HIM WTF" lol
i seriously couldnt stop giggling like some mad fan girl when making he's drink -.-
no i didnt take a pic with him T___T everyone was busy so i never had the idea cross my mind :(

Will try and upload photos soon,
even my phone has the freaking virus, so i don't even dare to connect it to the comp now D;


Someone's birthday is coming soon :D haha

Virgin Hair

I am now here blogging at home with good old P1 Wimax free trial :D

HA-HA we were so desperate for internet so dad registered for p1 wimax first because freaking streamyx takes 2 weeks just to relocate the damn internet from my house wtf.
2 WEEKS YOU KNOW!?! Just for them to click a few button to give me the internet

So i was supposed 2 take an injection cause i'll be working in a food industry :/
i was shit scared cause i totally forgot how the pain feel like D; it's been awhile since then okay
but sis and dad went there pulak they didnt have it wtf. like "no more" or smth

I finally can post photos :D cause i just realise that the cable was in the camera bag all along, lol

Pics from Alex Foo's house,
it was supposed 2 be our primary school reunion but only 4 of us could make it wtf. oh well :/

Alex and Brandon,


Min Chun,



AND OMG! alex has the cutest pets ever i tell you. he's house has like so many freaking dogs and i think a cat?
this is like the most adorable thing okay!

he just got this Golden Retriever puppy :)
so freaking cute okay omggg. i cannot stop saying that

then we just went mamak and played ps3,

COD wtf. 1st time playing, i seriously suck at it :(

Thenn, yesterday went to times square with Sonia, Rekha, Michelle and Leon :)
i just got clothes for work only :/ black shirt and pants
later at night went to seri petaling pasar malam :)
and did dis to my phone



it's so shiny and prettyyyy :D
i love it ;D hahah
all thanks to,


and this is my new room :D

yes i know, messy D;
but my wardrobe will be coming tomorrow! lol. so it'll be better :D
i havent go around and take photos yet, so wait and see

today went midvalley to do my hair
at 1st i was just planning to cut my hair, but i was sooo sick and tired of the same hairstyle wtf
den i kept disturbing my mum to dye my hair too until she agrees! :)
the hair stylist suggest the colour. i was just planning to do dark chocolate brown.
but oh well :) as long as it looks nice any colour is fine with me

the photos that everyone wans to see on facebook! ;D








yeala it aint such a big hair difference okay, haha. no i didnt go blonde either. i wish though :(
but the colour is much lighter in real life than pics
i really really really love it :) it's awesome for me, hahah


so yeah currently the year 2010 is quite okay for me :)
i just gotta stop thinking so much and making a big deal out of it that's all :X

IMY, really

I got in Starbucks!! :D

okay me myself got no idea why i choose to work in Starbucks, i almost wanted to go topshop. but i changed my mind last minute i aso duno why wtf

there wasnt much events goin on right now, that's why i can't get any jobs. *height issues* mumbles. rawr.

now at least i feel nicer that i have a solid income every month :)

but if my agent calls me for a last minute job i would go honestly :/ i'll just take leave and go to the event. okay PC FAIR is in march, FML

And nope, there's no internet at home yet D; (or hot water wtf. MY DOOR DOESNT EVEN HAVE A FREAKING DOORKNOB -__-) at least there's astro now. and my ikea drawer came yesterday! BUT we took the wrong colour for the wardrobe wtf, so have to ask them to resend again on thursday :(

and i freaking love my new place right now, there's a freaking cybercafe downstairs (L4D 2!), swimming pool, a decent playground (fuck my old 1), and a freaking cafe -.- and i don't mean outside the guard house okay, it's inside the condo compound :D

will try and post pics soon! if i can find that damn cable

am now in starbucks, just had my 2nd interview. will be staying here till lunch time den off to times square with sonia and rekha :)

oh and just a note, i put my name Jolin Lwq on facebook because my freelance frens/workers calls me Jolin. *cause everyone has a nice english name and cannot be i give my chinese name and they would be like "huh? wen wat? wen key?"

so yeah, and event frens call me Jolin while school frens who know me personally calls me Wenqi :)

but recently i just found a nice english name, wtf can i change nameee T.T

I wonder what the people in ns are doing right now :/

AMY where are youuuuuuu

Hopefully 3 Months Would Pass Very Fast

Some friends are goin off to ns

omfg amy and alex i'm gona frigging miss you guys like crap for 3 months! :(
i've never hav anyone so close go so far before, so sad
boon chun just smsed saying goodbye and wtf he'll miss pork? LOL
yes finally i have photos on my blog

currently webcaming with the two of them :)






i know you guys can read the convos, but i'm not even bothered censoring it properly cause remember i'm always at a freaking cc coz my hse doesnt have internet or anything else yet


so guys, please seriously take care of ursell
amy specially :/ girls are always bullied wtf. hopefully my primary school friend that is goin to the same place as you will take care of you. haha
you noe if you wanna get out, try the method kelvin said yesterday at mamak ;D haha
alex, please do not get into any trouble with the guys :/ if not there will be big fights and people could get hurt
always remember to update your status on facebook all the time!
try and take photos or smth too :D

hopefully will meet you guys during cny holidays :) which will be here very soon
please take care and i will really miss you guys soooo much!
try always texting me your condition and know you're still alive :X lol
lots of <3!

Fireworks

Currently am overnighting at amy's hse :) must seriously lepak with her be4 she goes to ns :(
oh the hot water, internet and aircon! :D
wat i did during countdown was juz lepaking with amy at her house 1st, den only went zone x with kengyen and her frens
and supposed to have a primary school reunion tomorrow, but i have no idea what is confirmed right now wtf.


anyway, happy new year everyone! :)
hope everyone's just keep on getting better