Fuck.

I actually didnt really wana tok bout thiss.. but it's my blog, i should keep it as a memory right wtf.
what happened is that i was molested by an old man
and yes i can still remember he's face clearly.
and no he didnt touch my ass or anything wtf -.- i bet that's the 1st thing that came into your mind when you read the word 'molested'

so this is what happened just now.
i was walking up the stairs from the ktm at midvalley.
then suddenly there was this old guy that was walking down instead, suddenly he shouted or smth asking me whether i'm a model a not

me ; icky old man
nooooooo i'm not
oh really? then where are you goin? photoshoot?
erm no. goin midvalley
i'm actually helping a fren finding girls to work. you work at hair show before?
no ar
i c your contact lens very nice aso
the 1st thing i notice about is ur eyes
oh really?

then he kept on complimenting bout my skin and eyes etc etc
den asked for my name and number which i gave
coz i thought he'll juz take the info and go.
pulak he went ahead n ask whether he can take a few pics of me a not so that he can show he's fren for work
den i was like okay but hurry up coz i was in a hurry
so he took a few
kept touching my hair here n der,
asking bout my body measurements and touched my waist
like i do not noe wers my waist
i was actually freaked out that time when he keep on touching my shoulder and hair wen taking photo. i really juz wanted to thank him n go
den he asked me to put down my bra strap so it's more sexier
i'm like okayyyyyy with that uncomfortable face
and he went and juz rela hati go pull down my bra strap like again i duno how to adjust

den after that i juz okokok on watever he say
trying to go but he juz keep dragging it
den at 1st he said thanks, he shook my hand and suddenly went n kissed it n said "you're a very sweet girl :)"
im juz in a state of shock right there and i still couldnt get the feeling off until now, i'm so disgusted.
n den he did that twice wtf
den wen say bye, he juz came n hug me alittle too much n close
n start kissing my cheek..
I WAS SO FREAKING TERRIED
like omg someone help me T___T
he juz kept on doin that UNTIL HE EVEN WANNA KISS ME ON THE LIPS
and i freaking went ahead n said NO
den he juz laughed n said okok
i did try n push away alot of times okay, it's so obvious i wasnt comfortable in this, but he just doenst wanna let go
he even ask me to be he's godsis! WTF old man omg
den he's like "hahah too old? den wat bout god daughter??"
den i like "HAHA C HOW" and tried to push off
i didnt even say a proper bye, i juz say ok not even looking at him and walked off fast

yes maybe you'll be saying i'm stupid for trusting he's word so fast
i get impressed fast alright :/ and i was really looking for event jobs!
lesson learnt, will noe how to think and react fast nex time
if i have more guts i would juz say he's too much or no thanks or just walk off
but i can't do anything right now except hope that he'll kena by justice one fine day or maybe juz fall down the stairs or have he's lips sewn shut :) or at least all he's teeth will drop off! HAHA
maybe he's really looking for people to work, but instead he's a horny old man.

i really couldnt get the feeling and image off right now :( it's disgusting the shit out of me and i fucking hate it. I'M FREAKED OUT
i'm juz totally terrified of taking ktm alone now

hope tomorrow i won't think of it much :(
T______T
oh gawdd

and others out there, please be careful too